Much of my initial conscious awaking was facilitated by chronic illnesses, chronic injuries, and feeling like I did not belong. I was driven to find cures for whatever was ailing me. At the same time, while I experienced financial and career success, inside I felt unsettled, not-good enough, outcast, not appreciated, unloved, and undervalued. While I initially blamed outer circumstances or the people in my life for these feelings, I later discovered that these energy patterns were prevalent throughout my consciousness which was creating my perceptions of the world and thus the repetitive circumstances of my life. I never felt so empowered when I discovered that I could transform these patterns from within which would then be reflected in the world around me.
At the same time as my initial awakening to perceptions and what was driving perceptions, I experienced a re-ignition of my empathic and intuitive capacities and a re-connection to all my repressed emotions, both of which was very initially overwhelming. My unending curiosity and a strong desire to live a fulfilling, joyful, easy, fun-filled life fueled me through an intense ten years of inner detoxification and transformation which aided both my deeper awakening and liberation from self imposed limitations. Continue reading →